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TheAssholeProphet

Published: Aug 8, 2012

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JuSt BeCaUsE i'M iNsAnE... dOeSn'T mEaN i DoN't FeEl.

I jUsT nEvEr WaKe Up FrOm ThIs PlAcE... nO mAtTeR hOw HaRd I bAnG oN tHe WaLlS, tHeY oNlY cLoSe In.

TiLl ThEiR sUfFoCaTiNg Me, ThAtS wHeN i BrEaK, lAsH oUt AnD hUrT tHoSe wHo meAn mOrE tO mE tHaN eVeN mYsElF... nOt LiKe ThAt WaS a HaRd CoMpEtItIoN tO bEaT.

mY sElFcOnCiOuS iS dYiNg AnD i CaN't Do AnYtHiNg AbOuT iT.

- Gamzee makara

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